Showing posts with label SAD. Show all posts
Showing posts with label SAD. Show all posts
Last night I was marathoning the Harry Potter movies and i'm already on its third installment "The Prisoner of Azkhaban" when i caught myself snoring. On the latter part of the film, the Knight Bus was introduced when Harry Potter left his uncle's house after inflating Aunt Marge inadvertently. Knight Bus is a triple decker bus that assists stranded witches & wizards through public transportation. In the movie, most of the passengers of the Knight Bus are old ones except for Harry. Well, actually my story is not about Harry, its about that bus. I'm thinking, what if theres really a bus for stranded people especially those who are waited to be love & to love for so long time. Sabi nga ng mga matatanda, "abay bilisan mo na, baka maiwan ka pa ng huling byahe."
Actually early this morning, i had a meet up with my brother at the city to assists him to the TAX Bureau for his tax refund. While at the bus and while listening to my playlist on my HTC-Wildfire phone, I'd noticed that I am the only youngest person inside & I supposed all are aged 50 & up. As I listened to O' Holy Night, Celine Dion version I started to think, what if I came to the point of their age, still single? Alone, sad, loathed, full of sentiments, and no one cares. Geez! I can't imagined myself living alone, without kids roaming around. Without someone who can share your lonely nights & someone who can talked to & planned for something great ahead. Syetttt! Hindi ko kaya ang mag-isa! And if that time comes I think I need to shout this out loud.......
"Knight Bus for the Heart, pleaseee!!! "
The time this month (december) arrived, until now that the simbang gabi started, I've also started recollecting my good & bad, my success & failures, my joys & sadness, also the fullness & lackness of the year 2009...Ganun ba talaga pag malapit ka ng magburtdae at tumanda, nagiging masyadong ma-EMO? HEHEHE...
ON SUCCESS & FAILURES...
Lahat tayo siguro may masasabing nagtagumpay ako o di kaya nama'y i failed, gaano man kaliit o kalaki ito. Pero magkaganun pa man nagtagumpay man o hindi, we need to thank papa Jesas for making us alive every moment & everyday of our life. To name few of my success' this year, first I accomplished to helped my parents to finished my sisters studies, then, I made a trusted friend more than 10('coz usually, every year i only got 5~7), of course, I made blog & a blogger's friend around the globe wherein you are one of those, hindi ko na isinasama diyan ang pagtumbling tumbling ko pa sa mga class S bloggers...at meron pa pala, level 23 na ako sa farmville considering that i just started playing last week of november, hehehe...
Failures, my dream to go somewhere became a dream forever, & I had a failed relationship this year.
ON JOYS & SADNESS...
Everyday of our lives we are seeking on how to filled our life with joy, sinu ba naman ang ayaw maging masaya, kaya nga lang there are times na we feel sad. Sadness na kahit anung gawin mong way para kalimutan ang lahat andun pa din at still bugging you hanggang sa pagtulog. I was filled with joy this year when i met my girl & suddenly kasabay ng nalalapit na pagtatapos ng taon we also ended our everything we started...(To my girl: I'm so sorry about what happened, hindi ko man nasabi sayo ang mga reasons ko, sana mapatawad mo ako, siguro talaga lang na, i'm not meant for you, anyways thanks for the love & understanding, siguro tama ka, insensitive ako.)
ON FULLNESS & LACKNESS...
FULLNESS kase nag-gain na naman ako ng weight this year (everyday kase im full,heheheh)
LACK, kase kulang na man sweldo ko, tarantadong mga chinese yan, chinese talaga...sana bumawi sila sa chinese new year (magbigay ng hong pao)
LACK, kase hindi ko mabibili ang gift at pabirthday ko sa sarili ko na CANON EOS-DIGITAL...huhuhu, sana may maggift sa akin.
FULL, kase still kumpleto pa din ang aming pamilya inspite & despite of anything & everything that happened, our relationship is still intact.
FULLNESS, kase anu man nagyari, anu man ang nagawa ko sa sarili at sa kapwa ko, mabuti man o masama, andiyan pa din si PAPA JESUS na patuloy na nagpapatawad at palaging open arms kung akoy tanggapin...Papa Jesas, (sana po may mga mabuting puso na magregalo sa akin ng CANON na camera ngayong pasko, dyowk lang po) sana po magkaroon na ng WORLD PEACE...
ON SUCCESS & FAILURES...
Lahat tayo siguro may masasabing nagtagumpay ako o di kaya nama'y i failed, gaano man kaliit o kalaki ito. Pero magkaganun pa man nagtagumpay man o hindi, we need to thank papa Jesas for making us alive every moment & everyday of our life. To name few of my success' this year, first I accomplished to helped my parents to finished my sisters studies, then, I made a trusted friend more than 10('coz usually, every year i only got 5~7), of course, I made blog & a blogger's friend around the globe wherein you are one of those, hindi ko na isinasama diyan ang pagtumbling tumbling ko pa sa mga class S bloggers...at meron pa pala, level 23 na ako sa farmville considering that i just started playing last week of november, hehehe...
Failures, my dream to go somewhere became a dream forever, & I had a failed relationship this year.
ON JOYS & SADNESS...
Everyday of our lives we are seeking on how to filled our life with joy, sinu ba naman ang ayaw maging masaya, kaya nga lang there are times na we feel sad. Sadness na kahit anung gawin mong way para kalimutan ang lahat andun pa din at still bugging you hanggang sa pagtulog. I was filled with joy this year when i met my girl & suddenly kasabay ng nalalapit na pagtatapos ng taon we also ended our everything we started...(To my girl: I'm so sorry about what happened, hindi ko man nasabi sayo ang mga reasons ko, sana mapatawad mo ako, siguro talaga lang na, i'm not meant for you, anyways thanks for the love & understanding, siguro tama ka, insensitive ako.)
ON FULLNESS & LACKNESS...
FULLNESS kase nag-gain na naman ako ng weight this year (everyday kase im full,heheheh)
LACK, kase kulang na man sweldo ko, tarantadong mga chinese yan, chinese talaga...sana bumawi sila sa chinese new year (magbigay ng hong pao)
LACK, kase hindi ko mabibili ang gift at pabirthday ko sa sarili ko na CANON EOS-DIGITAL...huhuhu, sana may maggift sa akin.
FULL, kase still kumpleto pa din ang aming pamilya inspite & despite of anything & everything that happened, our relationship is still intact.
FULLNESS, kase anu man nagyari, anu man ang nagawa ko sa sarili at sa kapwa ko, mabuti man o masama, andiyan pa din si PAPA JESUS na patuloy na nagpapatawad at palaging open arms kung akoy tanggapin...Papa Jesas, (sana po may mga mabuting puso na magregalo sa akin ng CANON na camera ngayong pasko, dyowk lang po) sana po magkaroon na ng WORLD PEACE...
